I'm a Myth to you.

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 14:15:41 GMT

So I drove all the way back to Saginaw Valley for Judo practice and we were supposed to start at 4, but then a lady showed up and said she has a class there at 5 so they cancelled and I'm going back there today. So i drove all the way back to Midland for my softball game. We lost 11 to 8, but I had a few really awesome plays so I'm content...lol

Thats the story of my life right now. Content. I'm happy with everything thats going on. Normally I'm like Keep working hard and things will get better...Now I'm like things are better. I mean yeah there are still good days and bad days, but the ratio has skewed in a positive direction substantially. Its awesome. "Hi my name is awesome, and I can count to Potato." The Ringer anybody? lol

So judo today from 4 til whenever and my psych class starts at 6. I will be busy all day today. :( Oh well thats life, eh?

I got some decent new pics. Hold on ill put them on here.

My new brown zip-up. Im not a fan of zip-ups usually, but I like this. Thoughts?

I Hate smiling in pictures....Grrr.

Saturday is going to be amazing. I'm so excited. Alcohol, dirty scrabble, and Tracy w/ alcohol...What could be better? lol

Anywho...Peace Out.

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 17:14:44 GMT

Eh its been a awhile eh? I've just been crazy busy at Dow and havent really had time to update.

Where to start? The 4th of July was amazing! I went down and started drinking with some of my family and guys I play softball with at about 330. We just hung out and grilled some food, that type of stuff. Then Tracy comes down around 730 and we hang out at my house for a little while and we went down to the fireworks. Just like I thought it would, becase thats the luck tht I have, Ashley's parents and little brother were walking right behind us as we walked to the fireworks. Thats alright, let them know that I am happy and their daughter cant hurt me anymore. It was great we were holding hands all the way down walking to where my family watches the fireworks.

It was amazing. There is nothing better than kissing the one you want to be with under the fireworks. I usually dont even like fireworks, but I couldnt get enough that day. It must be the company you keep when you watch them.

Tracy met my last brother (that lives in Michigan) at the fireworks, she met the other two at a softball game before than because we play on the same team. I saw a lot of people I know at the fireworks. It was just an amazing night. Not to mention I was feeling pretty good from my Caronas...lol

Oh and I saw Michelle...lol it was funny. She was like "you got bigger." So i was like "you didnt get skinny yourself..."lol Tracy said that she meant muscular and I felt bad for a blink, but then didnt anymore...lol

I have pratice with the Judo Team at SVSU today, I am really excited. I might join the team. It would be awesome fun. I doing it to get ahead for the Judo class I am taking in the fall. :) I had a softball game today but I hurt the tendon in the back of my knee at the softball tournament I played in on Saturday and I dont feel like running. So I will work on throws...lol

I've been shopping like crazy...lol I just bought a white gold necklack for a silver Celtic charm I have. I know white gold doesnt go with silver...but I'm alergic to gold and silver, but I just recently found out that most peole who are allergic to them can wear white gold, so I am trying it out. The charm is important to me and I really want to be able to wear it. Cross your fingers. Stupid skin.

I bought a new tongue ring and matching nipple rings today...lol I told you im a shoppaholic. I'm high maintanace...lol

Ummm ill update later if there is more... :)

Tue, 27 Jun 2006 14:50:13 GMT

Idianapolis was awesome!! It was really busy all weekend, but overall it was a good time. I went with no one that I knew before this weekend, so I was forced to make new friends and just jumped into friends with everyone. Everyone else was preety much the same way although they were there with people they knew. They were very excepting of new friends and opportuniies. Thats APO people for you though. There were 65 people from APO there and I probably made like 40 new friends. Exciting, gotta love facebook.

Friday we drove the 6 hour drive there, we being me and the group from CMU. Toni, Darcy, Shannon, and Bob. We met up with the second half of our group in Marshal, MI. Kate and another girl. So leave at noon, get there at 6, check in, register, and get to class by 7. We have class from 7 to 1115. A group of 20 of us goes to whitecastle because I had never been there before. Interesting food... Then I went swimming but that was boring cause I really didnt know anyone there so I just showered and went to sleep. The next moring we have class basically from 730 am to 1130 at night. We got seperated into groups of 6 and started working on our projects (our project was amazing by the way). Finally we get done with the day and I'm about to go swimming when one of the guys in our groups is like we are taking orders for alcohol...I'm like hell yeah..lol So about 30 or 40 of us get together in one of the rooms and just got drunk and hung out. It was fun. I met a lot of really cool people.

Sunday morning we had to present our projects. My group bonded very well together and became firends instanly. Everyone was so focused and excited about our project that I think we blew everyone else out of the water.

I learned some top secret info about APO... I feel cool.

Then after the drive home, Tracy came over and we hung out and watched movies together cause we were away from each other all weekend and before that. We are supposed to be going to see a movie tonight if she doesnt get called into work. I'm excited. It will be after wrestling practice which I'm excited about too. :)

Brazil vs Ghana today at 11 its gonna be an awesome game!!! B-dubs here I come.

Fri, 23 Jun 2006 11:41:25 GMT

Muahahahahaha. Ok im done.

I'm heading to Indianapolis for the weekend and I cant use my cell phone there, but if you cal it I'll call you back when I can. It will work its just like $0.50 a minute. I'll be home sunday. Not sure what time probably late.

I'm pretty sure I got everything packed. I'm so proud of myself, usually for a threee day trip I will pack or like a week and have three bags, I'm such a women in that aspect..lol But I got everything into one duffle bag!!! And then my laptop bag. So I have two small bags when normaly id have at least three large bags...lol go me.

I wrestled last night for can am practices, the numbers went from like 30 to like 6...lol must have been a bad day for everyone. We made due though. I learned some cool new tilts. Jealous much??? I'm gonna work on them to do while live wresting, they seem like they should work.

So I am going to miss Tracy this weekend cause I will be all by myself in a foriegn state :( I hope I meet some cool people. Have fun up north Tracy. I'll call you :).

Peace Out Bitches.

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 16:43:10 GMT

We won our softball game yesterday. It was like 23-7 :) Thank you Tracy for coming. Thanks Toni, Kim, and Jordan too. It was fun times. Applebees afterwardes was fun too. Half off appetizers...lol

Me and Tracy.

"The Group"

Toni P.

Me about to hit a grounder :(

I love my new camera. It is awesome. Its ok, you can be jealous. :) About eveything.

I have to start geeting ready for indianapolis tonight... I still have to call sprint to see if my phone will work in Indiana, pack clothes, wash a few, and just gett everything ready.

I miss you.

"Evon" lol

Tue, 20 Jun 2006 13:09:04 GMT

Yesterday I went to Merril PArk Elementary school with some of my softball team and had batting practice for todays game and to break in a new bat we got. Well the bat crazcked after an hour...High Quality Gear...So we started using our other $300 bat. We measured out how far the fence would be since there were no fences and I hit two that would have been over the fence and one that probably wouldve hit the top of the fence. :) I'm confident going into this game. Plus, two maybe three awesome people will be there supporting me. :) Super Power.

I got my new camera in and had it at the practice. Some of you know I have a brother that people get us confused all the time. My own grandma (although she is old and not doing so well) thought I was my brother for about twenty minutes before we realized she thought I was him. Now we dont look exactly alike, but pretty close. I have a picture here that shows why people get us confused. And then a picture of my swing and a different recent pic.

Last friday coming home from work, a ladys car caught on fire and was on the side of the road. I got there just as it happened and stopped got her away from the car and called 911, then other people stopped to check and then just left. Im sorry I sould not just leave someone in that situation. I would feel so bad. So I was stopping traffic and just making sure the situation was controlled. The car was engulfed in flames. It was scary because we didnt know if it would blow up or not. By the time the fire department got there, there was only a trunk left of the car. Crazy. The lady was screaming at the top of her lungs and freaking out. So I focused on calming her down. I stayed until the fire department told me to go and that they would make sure she had a ride to whereever. I need to buy a fire extinguisher for my car though. Although I dont think i would have done any good, it got really big really fast.

Sorry Beth. Shout out to you again!!

Let me know if you think we look alike.

Brandizzle

Fri, 16 Jun 2006 13:06:48 GMT

So I had pretty much given up on LJ simply because there is only one person who reads my livejournal that I care who knows what is going on in my life and I tell her everything anyway. So I really didnt need LJ, but I have a lot on my mind that I need to put on "paper". Just get them out of my head.

Idianapolis is next weekend. I leave Friday the 23rd. Originally I was supposed to drive alllll the way to Jackson to meet up with someone and carpool, but I Found a group to ride with from CMU so I only have to drive to Mt. Pleasant. :) I found out what hotel I'm staying at we are all staying in suites at the hilton, embassy suites. I got a couple pictures of the place.

Main Hotel

Lobby

I will be living here!!

Swimming Here!!!

I'm so excited to go. It's going to be an amazing weekend. Jealous Much? Oh and I bought a new digital camera to take with me. It will be here monday. I have pics of it. I'm so excited about the camera too.

So whats up with 16 year old girls dating 21 year olds? I mean I know I cant say much since im 18 and dating a girl who is almost 23 (Shout out, Homie!), but at least I'm 18 and in college. Way to go high school sophmore girls...

Anyways, Work had been crazy swamped. Project after project. Super busy. Ech.

I had my first Canadian American Games. I wrestled, well got beat up by Justin Brandle. He weighs like 145, but he Wrestles for Eatern Michigan, so needless to say he is good. I got a few moves on him, but it was only cause I was bigger than him. They had no bigger guys there, there biggest being 180, so I had to wrestle the littler guys but easier and not use my weight. I'm sore today. I tore a muscle in my bicep (dont worry my triceps are fine...lol) but oh well it happens.

Softball has been going pretty well. I hit a ball that was three feet from beking a home run....Grrr. I havent put one out yet, but I will beore the seasons over. Hopefully more than one.

See nothing serious just a lot to get off of my mind. :)

Peace Out...lol

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 16:07:06 GMT

Just thought id update cause its been a while... This weekend was pretty fun besides the 7 hours of driving... I drove to Grand Rapids Saturday morning and was running late the whole way there... Let me just throw out here that I HATE M-46 aka Gratiot... Its a one lane highway all the way to US131. And of course its goes through all hick towns and country roads, so I get stuck behind truck after truck that cant go fast enough to reach the speed limit and it was even worse because i was running late.

But I got there ok.. a little late but not bad And had the leadership course needed to go to Indianapolis in three weeks... YES!!!! Anyways after driving three hours and taking a three and a half hour course I heard someone mention that we were only like 10 miles from Lake Michigan... I had never been there and anyone that knows me knows I am a huge beach fan...Moreso Salt water, but you have to take what you get. So I went to a State Park on Lake Michigan and paid 5 dollars jsut to stand in it for a few minutes, walk on the sand, and take a few pictures. Homesick Hardcore.

Then I drove 3 and a half hours back... Taking 96 to 69 to 75, which was out of my way, but I wanted to stop and see Tracy at her work in Birch Run.

Then Sunday was jsut a lazy day cause I was so tired... I took a three hour nap.... Then woke up and worked out, showered up, and watched movies...pretty simple day.

I've been working out like crazy everyday. I still havent given my shoulder time to heal and it hurts everyday... I was kind of getting used to it though, until wrestling practice yesterday. I hurt it when wrestling my fat guy. My wrestler that I'm training to be awesome. But even though I hurt a lot im get a lot of my muscle tone back. My forearms are solid again, by biceps are getting there, and my TRICEPS are coming long nicely..lol Only one person will get why that is funny, but thats because they are cool and you arent...It happens cuz'...lol I have abs now...lol there is just still a layer blocking them from view...lol Im working on it though.

I'm kind of upset and I dont know what to do. I wrestle in the Canadian American Games...and I planned on doing it this year too... but the games are on the weekend of my birthday :( Its kind of funny though I was planning on going to Canada the same weekend canadians will be coming to the US to wrestle us...lol I find it funny...lol But I really want to wrestle in them since this is the last year they are holding them...but at the same time I want to go out for my birthday and get crunk in Canada...any advice??? Get drunk in Canada or beat up Canadians???

I have a softball game tonight...And thursday.. Im excited about wednesday and this weekend...Its going to be so fun.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 12:12:07 GMT

Muaahhahahahahhahaha lol ok I'm done. Last night was pretty awesome. It started out in by Toni coming to my house and carpooling with me to Birch Run where we met Tracy at her movie theatre. We watched the pistons pregame there on the big screen, then went to Applebees to meet one of Tracy's wrestler friends and eat half price appetizers and for everyone else to drink. We watched most of the pistons there and left to go to one of our Fraternity Brother's house for her Birthday. Happy Birthday Jen Molloy and Danny Luce!! So we went there and played Mafia. Everyone was drinking, but I didnt really feel like it, so I was one of the three or four sober people there..lol It was crazy fun. It wasnt even that bad after someone showed up that I dont get along with. It was just too fun of a time. Plus there were more people there than the last time, so it was easier to avoid this person.

So I've come to some logical, well thought-out conclusions. I'm done looking for women. I dont mean this in the way that I usually do, like "I'm done with women!!!" No I'm done looking for women. It is the most logical thing to do right now. I've talked it over with a few people and it's my decision. I'm really happy with this decision. I'm actually pretty excited. I'm giving up sex too. I know some of your are like he wont last a week... Sex becomes less and less important as time goes along and its been long enough to where im not really worried about it. Its a concious, logical decision.

I just realized last night how dedicated I really am. I know what I want and I'm not going to let anything stop me or get in my way of reaching my goals. I have tremendous respect for people that have that same attitude. Tremendous. I mean im getting my degree, I reached the goal of having a great job out of high school, now im focusing on keeping it, and I've expand my network of friends and brothers exponentially and it grows even more everyday. Nothing will get in my way and I promise not to get in the way of anyone else who has the same dedication. :)

I think this is the first time in a long time I havent updated just to vent...lol its a refreshing change :) I am pretty excited about opportunities in the near future and farther along.

Indianapolis is coming soon. Grand Rapids this Saturday...:)

I love Tracy and Toni!!!! They are awesome. Thanks for everything last night. :) You are my idol. :)

MAFIAAAAAA

Wed, 31 May 2006 14:44:19 GMT

I'm just gonna update about a few things...why not. ITS SO HOT IN HERE!! The AC is out in our building and its so hot. One of our labs got to over 100 degrees. But does work stop just because its hot? umm no. and we still have to wear our lab coats and everything...ech.

We won our softball game yesterday even though it was raining and lightning. Afterwards I worked out and took a shower, like I do every night, but I think I pushed my shoulder too hard cause its killing me now. I think I tore something in it. OWWW.

Ummm I'm single now. I couldn't handle the distance. It was too early in the relationship to be away from them for three weeks, with only 5 minute conversations a day. She is an awesome person and I really didnt want to break up, but I cant do it. I'm not the type of guy to make women do somehting they dont want to do, but I need to have someone that wants to be with me and makes the effort. Sometimes you need to go out of your way to make sure some things arent lost. At the same time I'm not going to say you need to do this... It doesnt work that way. But like I said she is a good person and I still like her. Maybe when school starts back up...Who knows.

Pistons tonight!!! They have to win... They will! They need to get BIG Ben in the game adn make him a big part of the game plan...When he had 9 points in the first quarter they won.

I'm tired...I couldnt sleep last night. IDK y.

I fixed the wheel bearing on my car mostly on my own this weekend. I saved 180 bucks by doing it myself. It took forever though... Oh well thats life.

New pic...Gotta love photoshop. :) I think its a good pic. Even sexier with facial hair? I know...lol

Ill probably add more to the post later as I think of stuff...

Peace.

Fri, 26 May 2006 12:37:12 GMT

I went and seen X-Men 3 last night for the midnight showing with Richie, John Lervezuk, and Vernon Gaitor. There were tons of AH grads and currents there. Plus Lazarus Haynes was there, I havent seen him in a while. He is a strong buff guy that I used to get beat up by...I mean wrestle...lol Him and Jon Mustafa were the reason I didnt wrestle varsity as a freshman and sophomore. But the movie, P.S., was amazing. It was just an awesome movie. Some funny parts taht just added to it all. "Do you know who I am?...I'm the Jugernaut Bitch." Hilarious.

The guy sitting next to me was funny too. There was this preview of a love story with Sandra Bullock and Keanu Reeves. So after this big love preview he busts out SPEED 3!!!! lol Travel through time....lol

Another person disowned...Again. Muahahaahhaha Whatever. I wish her boyfriend would try to fight me. Shes knows better than to let him though. I'm not a lover and a fighter. I'm a fighter and a lover. There's a difference in the two people. Let his scrawny ass try to fight me....lol It would be fun.

I love working at Dow and getting full holidays off where I get paid for. Plus the friday before (today) I get to leave like 3 hours early and get paid for it. Jealous much. On Memorial Day i'm making almost 100 dollars to do whatever I want. I keep my jealousy close...Cause its all mine...or Yours. lol

I've got a difficult decision to make. Blah.

I'm supposed to go see my Grandma tonight, but I dont know if I can. Can I handle it? IDK... But what if I dont go see her and .... Then I will never forgive myself for not going to see her before... But hten what if my father is there? IDK. What do I do? :( It will give me a reason to where my new suit though...

It's amazing It's black with pinstripes, but I have this amazing silk Black and red Diamond shaped tie. Simply wonderful. I'm excited to wear it. So friggin awesome.

Shout out to Home Girl Tracy!!! Whoop Whoop. :)

Peace.

Tue, 23 May 2006 14:49:03 GMT

I'm in such a pissed off mood right now, it's rediculous. I have been this way since last night. I went to wrestling...good times. softball game...we lost but still good times. I drank a lot after the game and went to Los Quatros for the birthday party. It was good food and good times. Then we went to a Brothers house to play mafia, since we were all going to the same place we car-pooled, so I didnt drive. As soon as we walk in the Brothers house, I hear *****'s on the way. So I'm stuck in a house not only with the most annoying person you can imagine, but I'm stuck in the house with the drunk most annoying person you can imagine. I completely despise this kid.I was in such a bad mood, but for some reason I cant shake it. I was happy for a little while, but then it came right back. Like I still am in a bad mood. I jsut have so many things going on that will put me in a bad mood, I cant get back in a good mood. Between work, home, money situations, weight situations, and love life situations. Its all just building up. Plus my Grandma isnt doing well anymore and I want to go see her, but i dont know if I can handle seeing her this way and odds are my father will be there. I dont want to beat his ass in front of my Grandma. My Grandma has been dividing up all of her things for people to have when the time comes. She thinks its going to be soon. I dont know if I can handle that... She is finally out of the hospital, but she still isnt doing well at home. idk what to do...

My brother Fred went to my fathers for a cookout sunday and my father was talking all this shit about how its all my fault they we dont speak and he's tried to call me and written letters and its my fault because Ive ignored them. Fuck that. I havent gotten anything from the asshole in 6 years. 6 years i ahvent seen him and he lives in Bridgeport. Yeah far away. Not a call, not a letter and if he would have I would have took the letter to his house and shoved it down his fucking throat. My fault. Yeah ok. He's just trying to get my brother to turn against me, like he tried to do with my Grandma, aunts, uncles, and all of our other family and may have succeeded for all i know... He better be careful, I havent acted on my feelings for the sake of the rest of the family, but I'm caring less and less each time I hear he is talking about me. I better not see him in person....he wont like it.

I dont know whatever. I need a hug...lol I am so mad I feel like crying, but I dont cry its pointless and a waste of time. Nobody is worth my tears. Nobody, but my Grandma and hopefuly that wont be soon.

Whatever.

Mon, 22 May 2006 16:45:50 GMT

I AM OFFICIALLY GOING TO INDIANAPOLIS!!!!!

Mon, 22 May 2006 13:54:32 GMT

I'm moving to Idianapolis.... Permanently...I'm never coming back...JK lol I'm going to Inianapolis, IN next month for a leadership course for my fraternity. It's going to be awesome...well actualy I dont know if I am going because the deadline for payments was yesterday and I registered friday and paid with my credit card, but it hasnt processed yet, so I dont konw if they are going to except it or not, but I did call the people andlet them know whats going on. They are supposed to call me back, but Ill probably call them and keep bugging them.

In order to go to Indianapolis I have to take a seperate course at Grand Valley next saturday. Thats gonna be an all day course I think, well from 1 to like 6. But Indianapolis will be a whole weekend event, its going to be great. You go down and register at 7 pm friday and have events all day saturday and sunday then come home. But it was only $60 and I get to stay at a nice hotel for two nights and meals are included. I'm pumped.

I think this was the first time I have been angry with Sara, but whatever we worked it out. It's done.

GO PISTONS!!!!! Winners of Game 7...No Doubt.

I saw the Da Vinci Code. It was pretty good. I mean it was jsut like the book, so what did i expect? to be surprised? Hmmm...lol It was good though.

I have work today then i go to wrestling @ 4, then I have a softball game @ 6, then I have the last president of my fraternity's birthday party at Los Quatros @ 8. I might walk there just to be a dick...lol I live like 3 blocks away...lol HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIN!!!!

I'm sick of people. Lots of people. Certain ones more than others, but lots of people. I'm in a bad moood...Can you tell? I hide it well sometimes.

Peace.

Fri, 19 May 2006 16:13:34 GMT

So I had a rough day yesterday, its been happening a lot lately. But whatever now I know how people feel.

Ummm yesterday, i had a softball game in the cold rain. We lost, this is my okay team, not my really good team. I did okay, but I popped up my last at bat and was furious with myself.

So I just found out a friend of mine is going to be a Daddy. It's crazy. Everyone it seems is having kids. He'll be home from the National Gaurd in three weeks. I feel left out...lol not really im ont having kids until I can support myself and them.

Which brings me to my next point. Women. Everything has changed. In high school it used to be all about sex. Basically you had one job and I am good at that job, but now you start to think. I'm going to be graduating from college soon and all my dreams of having a family are coming into focus. It's scary cause now you have to start looking for the long run, not the okay I'm happy with her now, but will she dump me later. I need to know it is worth my time. I've realized I'm not interested in the short term, maybe they could happen, maybe not. I'm looking for more than that.

Oh yeah and I heard Kayla got married...LOL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH I dont know if it true, but if it is...I'll be nice and not call her fucking stupid. lol No one understand how bad that can mess up your life. If its true, im happy you found your first ex-husband. But like I said I dont know if its true.

Hi. My name is Brandon and I'm an eBay Junkie...."Hi Brandon."

Ive bought so many books and shirts off of eBay its rediculous. I love eBay. Mmmmm eBay.

Other than that life sucks but whatever. Ive just been depressed recently. Oh well who cares.

Peace.

Thu, 18 May 2006 15:31:14 GMT

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Overall: 45% Conservative, 55% Liberal

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Wow, I'm all over the place arent I? Oh well my views rock.

For some reason Its letting me on LJ today from work... So Why not update?

Long Distance relationships are soo hard. I havent seen Sara in 12 days... and I guess thats not that much, but its so hard. I dont know if im going to see her this weekend either, because we dont really talk that much anymore and she hasnt mentioned anything when we do talk. I dont know whats going to happen. I'm lonely.

I love EBAY!! I got a $120 psych book for $23 and a $156 Accounting book for $22. I'm so pumped. its actually half.com but its part of ebay and I got a $50 hollister shirt for $10. It's hot.

Ive gained like 5 pounds since I stopped my diet, even though i wrestle twice a week and play have three softball games a week. I need to get back into my eight minute abs buns and thighs, those really helped, I just get home too late now and am usually tired, since i have to be up at 630 everymorning its tough to stay up late.

I helped my brother move last weekend. It was jsut me and him and his kids carrying little stuff. It took 3 days. 3 days of non-stop heavy lifting, good workout, but OW. I joined his softball team thats why i have so many softball games, I play on two leagues now.

I might go to Indianapolis next month with my Fraternity, I'm trying to get the details worked out. It will be awesome if i can go.

So yeah I have been depressed lately cause of the whole relationship thing, but whatever life sucks, get used to it.

Good news -- I'm making a lot of money now....Bad News -- It all goes to paying off my car engine loan and my car payment :( But it will be paid off so im good. And there is still a possibility I can get it back, I dont think it will happen though. We are just waiting for the States investigators to come look at the engine. We've been waiting a while.

I only have about a thousand dollars left on my car payment before i can refinance for a lower interest rate at my Cedit Union.

Richie's doing better, he comes to the wrestling practices to watch in his wheel chair. Admirable. Hes tough though he will be ok. I will make sure he is.

I'm taking Judo next Fall,I dont know if I mentioned that yet. But im pumped.

I dont know if thats it but whatever its enough.

You may be pretty, but "Your personality makes you ugly."

Wed, 10 May 2006 22:20:47 GMT

I cant get to LJ from Dow anymore, but ill update when i have time outside of Dow. Without internet its hard to get time though.

Mon, 08 May 2006 13:41:19 GMT

So yeah definately spending the day yesterday on the "beach" made me miss home. I want to go home. Stupid fresh water. How can you call it a beach when it is fresh water???? It doesnt even smell like a beach. I miss salt water. I miss the ocean. I miss home. Stupid Michigan, with their stupid snow all the time and it doesnt rain enough here. I miss the rain. Real rain.

I'm really sunburnt, but its cool cause i always burn once then tan after that. So ill be tan soon enough. We just got together in casevillle and grilled food, played card games, walked on the beach, played volleyball in the sun forever, played MAFIA (greatest game ever invented), went to dairy queen across the street, and just hung out it was fun.

Then we went back to saginaw and i went home to take a shower then we all met back up at Saginaw Valley and hung out some more played euchre and more mafia....lol Jealous. MAFIA RULES!!

The day before that was fun too. I went to Flushing and met Sara's parents. They seem to like me, i hope they do, her dog liked me it tried to hump my arm...I liked it... KIDDING. But we went for a walk casue we hadnt seen each other in a week,then we went to the mall and I met her annoying gay friend (one of the two gay friends i hope the other one is cooler)(p.s. I love the gennessee valley mall) then went to the movies where I met one of the friends and her boyfriend, who i wanted to hit in the face cause he was an asshole, the boyfriend i mean. But we seen American Haunting. Stupid movie. Almost as bad as Darkness. Stupid movies. But then I took Sara to Magolian Barbeque. Very good food. Great place to eat. Then took her for ice cream at Roaring 20's lol Then went back to her house and played some pool and went home. All in all i fun day. Oh yeah Petsmart was in there somewhere, I got slobbered on by a dog, it was fun. lol

If anyone hasnt heard what happened to Richie, you should talk to him...soon. It's not my place to say what happened, but i swear he has the worst luck in the world.

Wrestling today. Excited. Softball game tommorow. Excited. Wrestling Wednesday. Excited. Judo next fall. Pumped.

I got asked for a booty call from a gay guy...awkward...lol He was hot..I'm not gonna lie i was flattered....lol but not gay sorry buddy. (p.s. not either one of the before mention gay guys)

Random thought of the day I like peanut butter and apple butter sandwiches... Mmmm

Thu, 04 May 2006 14:02:40 GMT

Ok yeah so I have a lot to say.... I think. Maybe it just feels like a lot. idk. Heather -- We are done with anything and everything. No longer friends. Have fun with Mike. Hope you enjoy smokers breath.

Secondly with that said I only have one person, well two, left that I am scared to hurt with my next bit of news, so Rachel I'm sorry. I tried to tell you last night, but I couldnt cause you were being so nice about the whole ex thing. I hope we can still be friends after all this.

I am officially dating a girl named Sara from SVSU. She is awesome and I'm happy, as long as she doesnt turn into a typical Evil woman, I will continue to be. Which I dont think will happen, but I never thought it would happen the last twenty times it did. Stupid Women. So Be Jealous.

Anyways enough about that and on to less drama type stuff, like the fact the I am in love with Matchbook Romance....Again. But "whatevs" ew I hate that word. It makes me want to stab myself in the eye just for looking at it.

So I have a busy weekend planned. Saturday I'm going to Flushing to meet the parents, the best friends, to see that awesome movie where the girl is like call me..and he's like stalk you...lol That Is So Me!!! Oh yeah and meeting the gay friend, who thinks I'm gay because I have nipple rings.... Yeah its definately women pulling on my nipple rings with their teeth in my fantasies...sorry buddy. But yeah nervous about the whole situation. Sunday Danny's Beach Bash!!! I dont officially know if I'm going yet cause its definately a road trip, but a ton of my Alpha Phi Omega brothers are going to be there and tons of alcohol. So should be a good time, if certain people I dont like dont show up. But oh well if I go ill make the best of it.

I am always told that I am the most random person, so I am forming a list of some of the random things about me that maybe some people agree with...maybe not. IDC honestly.

-- I like speghettios and meatballs more than any adult should.
-- I like taking warm showers, then turning the water on hot until my nipples get hard.
-- I like Trix Cereal. They arent just for kids, they are for Sexy Ass Men as well.
-- I would wrestle until i couldnt move any longer.... same wth sex.
-- I like yogurt.
-- I enjoy watching most musicals. Especially RENT and Phantom of the Opera.
-- I love food, yet I hate it. Fat people know what I'm talking about...or maybe not.
-- I like skittles.
-- I think mouthwash tastes good.
-- I keep my pubic region very short and trimmed and neat.
-- I love personal Hygiene.
-- I like mint cookie ice cream...can you tell im starving...lol
-- Jump roping is my favorite workout besides wrestling.
-- I like short girls.
-- My shins hurt.
-- I got my neck muscles and veins back.
-- I like the color purple.
-- I am confident in my sexuality and can admit when guys are good looking.
-- I like penguins....and Lions.
-- Dragons rock my socks...
-- I have a female cat named Joker. Named after an ex-best friend.
-- Stacker 2 is awesome.
-- If i dont like you you'll know it. I dont talk behind yur back and if it is behind your back its loud enough for you to hear clearly.
-- I'm not shy....fairly suave...and working on the looks aspect.
-- Wal-mart is love.
-- DVDS!!!!!
-- I love video games , but never have time to play them.

Yeah threes tons more but im bored.

-- I have a form of ADD...lol Bi-Polar.

Thats enough I'm done for now I have a few more things to say but its getting long so "another time...another day..No day but today....."

Wed, 03 May 2006 16:33:00 GMT

Now that I'm well enough to stay awake for more than 4 hours at a time, I'm back to my original view on feeling better from sickness. You have to sweat the sickness out. Thats what I did all four years in wrestling and its worked so far. So Yesterday I went for a run at the soccer fields right outside my backdoor and then had a workout later on that night before bed. I'm feeling tons better and now that I am its back on the diet.

I came off of it because I was so sick that I needed actual food to give me energy to stay awake and get my immune system up and running, but I should be ok now. I just have to get fully better before this weekend :) and fully skinny to make a good impression...lol

Richie is coming home soon!!!!! I'm pumped. My twin brother from different parents... We were born on the same day (I think he is like 3 hours older) "Mind your elders." Jerk. But we blood brothers anyway from wrestling, so he is my twin brother. Obviously, cant you see the resemblance?

Anyways I have this corporate "Meet and Greet" to go to today at The Great Hall in Midland. It's basically an opportunity for all the Big Wigs to pretend like they care about us worker bees and hear our names and then forget them 2 seconds later. ITs not mandatory, but its "STRONGLY" urged. In other words make sure you are there. But I think us hourly people get an hour or so paid for going, so I'm game. I'm definately not staying for the whole 3 hours though.

Other than that I watched American Idol and House for the first time this year. They were good I have to watch House tonight to see what happens. I'm a loser... I havent watched TV besides Greys in probably a year... maybe more. Oh well I'm not making it a habit.

We drive tonight....and you are by my side...

GAH

Tue, 02 May 2006 13:45:16 GMT

Maybe these will work now...

Finally!!! Anyways Let Me Know What You Think.

Tue, 02 May 2006 03:01:09 GMT

UGH why whont they work?

Tue, 02 May 2006 02:46:13 GMT

I finally got my pictures back of the Car me and my group built for my ME101 class. We built this in 3 weeks.

Let me know if you think I did an awesome job!!!! We took third in our competition. I dont know what our final grade was yet but it should be soon.

Between the red cells and white, somethings not right...

Mon, 01 May 2006 14:37:52 GMT

IM SICK!!!! I feel like crap. I slept from 2 am saturday morning until 1 pm, then was up for about 3 or 4 hours...then went back to sleep until 1130 pm then was up for about an hour and went back to sleep til 11 the next morning. I was up all day sunday, but didnt do much. I went and bought a new VCR and some movies. I bought The Punisher and Roadhouse w/ Patrick Swayze.Its an older movie but its good.

I watched The Phantom Of The Opera in my room, which i just bought the other day, then watched RENT and Greys Anatomy with my mom and went back to sleep after watching Roadhouse and talking online for a longtime.

Sara Rocks My Socks.

Sara Beth Was Scared To Death....lol

Byeee

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 18:10:12 GMT

I think its really funny how you are the sweetest guy ever and the best listener in the world, until you reject that person, then you are the biggest asshole that has ever existed. I think it is funny. I dont see how rejecting someone because you realize that they arent what you are looking for in a partner, makes you an asshole, but ok if that does make you an asshole then, fine I am. I'll admit it.

I was going to leave this subject alone, be more mature and let it blow over, but what the fuck, you only live once right?

I realize you are inexperienced in this area so I going to take time out of my busy schedule to shed some light on a few things about life for you.

1----Not every guy that you like is going to like you in return....This works the same in the other direction. Its allowed

2----It's ok to be picky. Its your life, make the best of it.

3----It's ok to say no... and its ok for others to say no to you. Its allowed.

4----Lets be blunt, no sugar coating. Sex and sexual acts can mean nothing. Thats life. It's not always true, but it does happen often.

5----Sometimes it is better to keep certain guys as just friends. Believe it or not guys and girls can be just friends.

6----Sometimes it takes errors to find what is correct. Learn from the errors.

You may think I'm an asshole... So be it, ive been called worse. I dont owe anyone an apology for anything, so dont expect one.

On a similar note I want to clear up that nothing has ever happened sexually between Keri and I. Ever. Not when hanging out, not at the conference, not ever. I extend a dare to people who talk behind my back, to say it to my face. I wonder what the Fraternity Policy is for beating up a fellow member? Hmm... At least what I have to say I will say it to your face, not behind your back. Maybe that makes me an asshole again...So be it. Guilty.

In summary....Grow up, get over it, move on, stop bitching, and deal.

To everyone else, I love you. And if I dont, you already know it.

Brandon "The Asshole" Cummings